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I lost my brother a year ago, today. Took forever to get back to normal. I finally went back to work and then I basically fell in love with a coworker, only way I know how to explain how strongly I felt about her. Then after about 3 or 4 months, she said she still loved her ex or something and well fucked me up completely. Well my aunt dies a few weeks later. I finally get over that girl and begin focusing on my career then another girl comes along. Actually she had been talking to me ever since I was talking with the other girl. We dated a little bit. Got a little closer to her. Took her to my uncles and she made out with my fucking cousin right in front of me. Bye bitch! Talk to this other girl. Well not for long cuz she got back with her ex. Man this just really makes me feel like shit. How can someone make a girl want their ex back? Well my grandmother passed away a couple months ago. and now I'm just living on. nothing inside of me really is here. the only thing i really have a passion for now is my car. it's the only thing that can make me feel good. The rest the time i'm not in my car, i don't feel anything. Went through three sets of friends. Each time they get better. Just live on. Ain't no reason to look down on yourself. it just makes you feel worse. Dude cheer up. We both have a long life ahead of us. Well at least we hope so. Mise well make the best of it without letting anything getting us down. Remember there's always someone up above. Live on man. Be happy!
PS. dont care if my capitilization, spelling, grammar, punctuation, or sentence structure is not correct
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